NH

2012-01-23T07:04:00.001-08:00

Sayang is not in a good mood today I feel sucks.

Meow

2012-01-20T08:21:00.001-08:00

Syamil Bin Rozaini,
This is my first post, posting about a guy whom I really love in this blog. And I hope this will be the last. I just want to say some things here, deep from my heart. I love you. Love conceals a millions and billions of meaning. But my love for you is sincere from my heart. I take this as a gift from Allah. I never thought you could be the one I love and the one I want to be with. Never. However, we can't predict Allah predictions. I don't know if you're reading this. If you don't, then let this be a mystery. I wonder how much you love me. No, not doubting your love. Just wondering. Sometimes things happened and it happened w/o me knowing and in front of my very own eyes. Jealousy proves love but not too much . Too much of it means not trusting. I wonder if my jealousy sometimes is appropriate. What happened yesterday, I just want you to just say something to make me feel ease. I still think it's my fault. I feel useless when I can't make you happy but to let you face stressful situation. I know you're not that sweet talker. I love the way you are. Sometimes I just want you to just tell me it's not me and you're really sorry. I don't care who you hang out with or what you're up to as long as you're safe and you know who am I in your life. But who am I? Am I just a typical girlfriend? Are those promises we made together true? Will you really love me and never change? I'm afraid. I trust you, yes I do. But at times, I ask this question to myself. Thousands times we said we love each other, but words can't describe how much we love right? I just want you to know that every single seconds I inhale the oxygen, I inhale my love to you. My days are incomplete without you. Your pictures replaced yourself when you're not with me. It never bores me seeing you smiling at me at pictures. Call me crazy, I'm crazy in love with you. I want you to take care of yourself if just one day I'm not there. Tell me what magics you bring to make me fall this hard. Because whenever I hug you, my heart sank. My tears drop because I'm afraid one day I'll lose you and because I really really love you.
Now goodnight blog.

2012-01-06T06:02:00.001-08:00

Maybe I'm immune to keep and be strong since I was a kid.

2012-01-02T07:25:00.001-08:00

you took me and you left me

2012-01-02T07:12:00.000-08:00

i dont't want the past to happen again.

i don't want to hope, trust, imagine.

but why am i doing when i know it's gonna hurt.

2012-01-01T17:21:00.000-08:00

sometimes it's not all about insecurities.

sometimes it's not about negativity.

sometimes she just want you to tell her that she's more important than anything else.

sometimes she just want you to tell her that only her in your heart.

she want you to make her feel that she's the only girl no matter how many friends you have.

she want you to make her feel special.

she's jealous because she love.

just tell her that your phone vibrates everyday only for her and not other girls.

just tell her that you care for her more than other girls.

just tell her that you only go for other girls if the girl really need you.

just tell her that you and other girls are merely friends.

just tell her that your love are only her.

and all this, you need to be honest, come from your heart.

she might get jealous over your girl bestfriend.

simply, let her meet that girl.

girls are full of emotional.

understand them.

goodbye dear 2011

2011-12-30T19:47:00.000-08:00

salam.

the last time i updated my blog is in the year 2010.

i jump to tumblr and now i'm back.

no, i won't get active. just a short post that i feel like typing it down.

no one know.

dear 2011, you've been the best year but i don't wish to repeat the same damn thing.

i've go through a lot. suffer a lot, gallop all the suffer a lot.

losing people. make myself the most unkind creature.

it's like,

what's family and what's relationship?

crying every single day. getting sick. vomit.

too much of care and hope and trust.

too much chances and forgives.

and to the extend of begging.

holding on the tears. holding on those feelings.

and in the end, you're dead, inside.

then you realised, after so much fire burn through your mind,

bullets hooting through your heart.

then, you fall again.

you said you won't trust too much, hope too much, beg.

but you did. you did again and again.

but well, let's see what this bring.

2010-10-01T12:48:00.000-07:00

Salam Alaik.

Time Check ; 349 am.Date ; 2 oct 2010.

SO WELL, HOW MANY MOTHS HAVE I BEEN ACTIVELY DEAD IN BLOGGER.COM AGAIN?

O is like in 3 weeks time. yes, agreed. I do open my books. Like, for the first time in my life, I study before a month. OMG.

WELL, I was just thinking to maybe delete my blog but we'll see how it flow ok?

I do have a lot of change in life right now but due to some disadvantages, I'll stop here.

With love,

La Belle.

2010-07-13T17:16:00.000-07:00

It's been really long.

I'm not so active at facebook and obviously blog.

Well, just wish I will be start activating myself to be so engrossed with internet after my O's.

& Insya-Allah I'll do the best , my very best for it. Amin.

Basically, I won't be updating much photos as my phone was well,

fall in the jamban.

& ya, I should be at school now. However, my skirt was .......

being sheeeeeesheeeeeeeeeee by my 2nd cat. :(

It's a good reason kan?

It's been so long since I last go out and feel pretty.

Can I have a day off and go out and jalan!

I tell you this,

school is getting me off my legs.

So tiring. :D

Goodbye.

sick.

2010-06-28T19:10:00.000-07:00

HEY!
School have started yet im still at home.
im sick. flu. headache. aches. 4 days of sickness. 2 days mc.
i miss everyone at school.
at mac'd.
especially my bestfriends in both madrasah and zhenghua :(

I WANT TO GO SCHOOL

2010-06-21T10:14:00.001-07:00

i make a formspring tau! :D

http://www.formspring.me/Habarinah

2010-06-21T07:43:00.000-07:00

i don't like people who take me for granted.

i don't like people who ignore me when everything changes when it's NOT MY FAULT.

i don't like people who try to break my life.

so well,

kau minum susu dumex sudah!

2010-06-20T10:13:00.000-07:00

i'm eating . jap

ok da.

i went to kenduri at aunt's place today.
then, to car store with unc and aunt.
yes. bought one.
after that, we went to mac'd to have our well, dinner i guess.

after dinner, i met khadijah and nurbaya at greenridge and off to katiee house.
we made a video. do check out my videos. khadijah will be tagging me.
thats it?
goodbye.

2010-06-19T12:00:00.000-07:00

been really long eh?

i've no idea la nak update about what.

give ideas uh.

anw, pictures.

2010-06-09T22:16:00.001-07:00

Hey butterflies and bugs!

It's been really long right? Well, I don't know,
I'm lazy to just on the switch and go to BLOGGER.COM

But hey! I'm trying to get active.

Let me summarise some stuff.

I had a party on the 5th june.
4th june, katiee come to help.
Library with baya.
Exercise with mum and met friends at mac'd.
Went to JB with my sisters on the 8th june.
Extra classes for two weeks.

Upcoming events ;
An outing with khairul.
Sentosa with loves.
JB again with mum and sis.
Sheesha with atiqah and the 2 guys.

classic ~

2010-05-27T05:57:00.000-07:00

hey, sorry for the gone.
too busy with school = mother tonge intensive.
on saturday s our last mother tongue class and monday will be the day.
so loveable readers, wish me the bes and pray for me ok?

anw, i don't wish to share my mid year result. i failed 3.
:(
but i know and i believe that i can do better.
well, i must!

oh well, just for your information,
i'm at mac'd with khadijah hassan.
went to bpp to order te cake for 5 june.
dudeeeeee! it's princessessssssss!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

well i guess that's it?
thank you.

2010-05-14T17:17:00.001-07:00

oral are over!

the title of the convo is very lol :)

it's about guilty and smoking.

& i swear im so malu.

i was like talking about smoking can cause pregnancy.

then i wanna talk about it can also cause bad health for both guys and girls.

however, i said, ' pregnancy can cause both girls and boys'

so belo. haha!

then after oral, went library to wait for others.

took video.

anw, i've decided the dare for 5 june :D

so happy . can't wait.

yes! 20 may coming!

then, another year i'll be 18! anddddddddddd bike!

i don't wish to talk what happened yesterday at home.

but i hope God forgives.

thanks tho to nurbaya.

oh ya, i went out with some madrasah mates that time.

YA. THAT TIME. HAHAH.

2010-05-11T01:23:00.000-07:00

oh! it's asar now :D

--------------------

OK BACK.

im done with MYE!

ok not so done yet. tmr is my practical! SCIENCYYYY PRACTYYY!

well, been having late night studies.

took a lot of videos everywhere.

my mind kind of dead.

alright! mothers day .

MUM, i love you.

well, i can't express those words to you.

i hope you know, everytime i kiss you, hug you,

that's my sign of love.

MUM,

maybe sometimes, i may or may not know that i've hurt you.

but, i know, you will always love me.

MUM,

i don't find myself hard to hide anything from you.

you understand me.

MUM,

i don't wanna lose you.

i don't wanna lose dad too.

i love both of you.

you guys are the one , the roots of my joy.

MUM,

thank you .

for taking care of us. your 7 kids.

MUM,

i love you.

2010-04-28T07:23:00.000-07:00

Mid Year Exam.

maaf la .

2010-04-21T07:54:00.000-07:00

students are now in poly.
so fun.
nevermind habarinah. a few more months.
insyAllah.
woohoo! im so glad im fasting.
it really do make me feel relax.
say hello to nasyids back haba!
must listen to nasyid now!
because, i just love it. :)

ps ; i just send baya food. haha!

:)

2010-04-18T01:33:00.000-07:00

been very lethargic this few days.
weird numbers. nevermind.
IM SO GONNA GO BANGKIT TO SEARCH FOR MORE PRINCESS.
5 june 5 june 5 june. hello!
say hi to books!
yesterday went to kat's house.
slept awhile . thanks. hahaha!

may achik spin rest in peace. together with the one Allah love.
Amin.

hit the signboard. otw home after doing his live performance with nana.
he was thrown far away from his car. his car then catch fire. as in, bomb!
Inalilah.

2010-04-15T07:24:00.000-07:00

i went out to town with 3 gorgeous ladies today.

& whats wrong if i do wear a wig?

i mean, i wanna try hairs.

its my life.

get a life bitch.

your a minahrep with a NICE kening.

see! i compliment you!

i guess im getting closer :)

i miss sheeshaing actually.

oh ya, i miss adam lambert today. urgh!

arsenal lose. like, no hopes to win.

ok, hail chelsea! :) -.-

macam redondo

2010-04-11T02:14:00.001-07:00

totally macam redondo lah.

semua sama.

anw, on friday, i was supposed to take my mock malay exam.

tetapi, when i came, saya sakit.

i cried. -.- don't laugh. but i tell you, very disaster the headache. idk kenapa.

then keesokan harinya, i manage to baik sikit lah.

then, i crave for breakfast di mac'd dan chapati.

so saya pergi breakfast dengan siti nurbaya ,

then, she came my house sebentar.

dan bermain bola bersama budak2 bawah blok.

baya main rollerblading. :) then she saw *jengjeng* she happy.

ok.

then, kita go cycle.

ok bye.

2010-04-08T06:15:00.000-07:00

video upload so late.

waiting for arif's.

and arif and zoul so cute.

i was otp with arif. then, zoul called.

& they're at the same tempat la!

2010-04-06T07:46:00.000-07:00

I HAVE THE COOLEST PARENTS :D

hello there. :)

oh my gucci. im so tired.

well, i have kindda lots of videos to post but INSYALLAH i'll post it next time.

my facebook acct is currently under maintanence AGAIN.

oh oh! i changed phoney!

anw, social etiquette was so gerek.

and to me, creative man is so hot.

ohhhh,

people do say the truth hurts.

but hey people, im ok. i didnt put hopes. i didnt think of r/s.

so come on. IM OK. :D

i really wanna watch clash of the titans laaaaaaa

2010-04-02T08:14:00.000-07:00

FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE;
I SAW SITI NURBAYA WAS SO BLUSH
AFTER HAVING THE LONGEST EYE CONTACT
BETWEEN A GUY AND HERSELF.
SHE BLUSH LIKE HELL.

ok it's a rider mac. cmon.

*rider mac at my area so not hot actually*
and she goes like, omg omg omg omg.
-.-

let me tell you this band have awesome songs.

BIKES

2010-03-30T07:52:00.000-07:00

ok .
i really need to consider.
which is better?
GILERA
SPARK
RXZ

HOW?
i'm like sooo wanna buy rxz la. WHILE having enough money for vespa.
gilera minyak is so expensive kan?
then spark repair nye things all pon expensive.
so how?
ish. confius.

ANYWAY, VESPA STILL MY DREAM ONE.
18, COME FAST! :(
http://www.vespausa.com/scooters.php#/overview/Vespa GTS 250

fairytale ~

if i can have my vespa now and get to ride it.

have a night ride. rounding singapore ~

so cuteeeeeeeeeeee !

awww!

and and and imagineeeeeee!

your prince actually have a bike. likeeeee, ducati bike!

and, maybe, a car.

ok either one.

so sweet kan? where he can bring you for a night ride.

stop. go up the hill.

AWWWWWWWWW!

ok i stop. hahahhah!
ok anw, my body is seriously crazy i tell you.

:( so sad.

2010-03-25T21:42:00.000-07:00

look at this video. this is so ultra cool la kan?

i miss playing soccer and rugby.

that is why i keep on asking mum to buy me rugby and soccer ball.

so theres no more using beach balls as soccer and theres no more,

'hello? you got soccer ball? nak main bola tak?'

back to the video on top, LOOK.

if only i got that kind of stamina and speciality. WOW.

isn't it awesome if one day, you saw a group of guys playing soccer like that?

SO HOT.

oh ya. bullet for my valentine ; curses still my favourite.

especially when i have my mood swings like today.

well, you see. life is meant to be unperfect.

there's one point of time when you feel,

you really need to give up.

you're tired . you just want the secrets to reveal.

however, this is life huh?

we predict, God decide.

we work hard but it's based on God decision.

therefore, follow your heart, use your mind.

GOOO HABAAAAA. DON'T GIVE UP. THERE'S SOMETHING THERE.

JUST DON'T STOPPPPPP.

2010-03-23T07:29:00.000-07:00

& i bought webcam yesterday at IMM .

with parents, and both younger sister and elder sister and niece.

& played at the playground. AWESOMEEEEEEEEEE!

MSN IS REALLY IRRITATING LA.

some of my contacts are appearing offline.

and some of my contacts didnt get to see me online.

ish!

I THINK KEISHA ALBUM IS SO NOT NICE. AHHA!

annnnnd, i saw aishaaaaa just now. which we didnt actually talked.

i miss brunei friends.

anddddddddd. i went library alone. :( -.-

anddd, ok da bye.

you know what

the bonds, slowly breaking or maybe it's getting untied.

slowly.

i really miss you. you. you.

i accidentally dialled.

fear.

i might fall again.

& stop dialled his.

shit happens.

dont.

LALA

2010-03-20T22:38:00.000-07:00

well, i already try to upload the video of my finals. but damn late. im lazy.

well, i didnt get the top 3. but alhamdulilah i did get into the final round kan?

haha! and ty so much marissa and also farahani love for coming.

:D andddddd, thank you my madrasah friends.

i really love them.

azroy even give me bubble tea when he saw me at the train. sweet right?

ahahha!

and and. adi just teached me how to take this print screen thing.

and im like so jakon and starts taking photos of it. like a lot! hhahaha.

anddd, that guy didnt even remember that he's at wrong.

omg! wth kn?

theres hint at the photo.

OH YA, HEDIEYAT IS SO RANDOM AS ALWAYS .

-.- baya used to be abg angkat is always horny

and searching fr girls to entertain him.

BEWARE. IM SERIOUS. ISH.

ANYWAY ZAKI,

KAKA IS HOTTER AND BETTER THAN MESSI!

AGREE NOW! AHHAHAHHAA.

and zaki, thx fr ur good comments on me.

ahahha!

oh and ashraf is sweet la fr wanting to apologise :)

i love my bestfriends.

and family. :D

i really feel like jumping around under the water. ;)

I WAITED FOR AN HOUR FOR THE PIDATO VIDEO TO UPLOAD AND NOTHING!

TIDO LAGI BAGOSSSSSSSSSSSSS! WANNA WATCH VIDEO BLG LA!

2010-03-20T06:42:00.000-07:00

BISMILLAH!

INSYALLAH I'LL GOOOOOOO GOOOODDD TMR!

AMIN!

2 days of pidato editing at madrasah really make me go -.-

i visit siti nurbaya at work just now.

ok bayaaaaaa,

i realllyy think justin bieber is not hot.

just cute. not hot at all!

cmon. why is everyone into him? ish.

oh shit. i think im missing someone already :(

illuminati

2010-03-18T01:06:00.000-07:00

it just came through my mind to do a research about this topic.
so i went to youtube first.
a lot about illuminati. so bob marley, michael jackson and more are killed by illuminati.
why? because they wanted to tell people that illuminati are wrong when they actually joined illuminati in the first place.
so let me give you my point of view. after doing more resarch.
yes. illuminati is like a religion you see.
if people were saying, they wanna control our mind,
i gotta say i dont think so.
it's just like a religion. a practise.
like how black metals practise their ritual.
christians worship jesus.
and in this case, illuminati worship satan.
ya.
it's just your mind. if you wanted to be into illuminati then be it.
just like how someone wanna convert to other religion right?
and anyway, illuminati starts since we're not born.
& what makes the illuminati popular?
because the death of michael jackson.
see? -.-
be strong.
think of your own God. so as to not go to the wrong path.
you have your mind anyway. think whats good and bad,.
as for me, Allah is my God
Allah is almighty. :D

2010-03-17T23:22:00.001-07:00

you know what?!

facebook is really pissing me off right now.

i'm tryin to upload my sentosa photos there.

but my account is under maintanence.

i dont want any maintanence :(

anw, i'll upload sentosa photos at fb once it's done maintanencing la ye.

anw, i went to my sis house yest. how i miss her and her daughters.

ohhh yaaa,

i really think club remix of fairytale gone bad song is really awful eee.

anw, i cancelled both plans for khairul and saifuddin. yest and today. soorrry, next time.

takecare aiman and friends . :(

2010-03-14T19:44:00.000-07:00

i'm sickkkkkkkkk.

but i went out playing with the rain yesterday.

and came back home,

feeling damn dizzy after watching transformer.

and end up sleeping early and didnt ate my kaya balls that mum bought at jb.

im craving :(

i love nur farahani.

2010-03-13T17:53:00.000-08:00

i was searching for rufio new songs at youtube.

and then, i found this band called sunrise avenue.

and this fairytale gone bad song from them really make me go dancing.

and i actually search for some of their songs.

kindda nice you know.

well, dont laugh at me as i just know about this band.

so yea, sunrise avenue plays alternative rock, soft rock and pop rock.

thats the genre that they plays. :)

their album which is, on the way to wonderland.

i guess la.

very awesome songs in that album.

anw, im seriously sick.

tell you what,

im really bored yesterday.

all i do is just lie down and msging.

i force myself to go and eat at mac'd.

anw, aiman; please.

if you do have plans. TELL. i know im sick tho.

but washing car is the awesome thing to do when you're sick AND bored.

well, i really hope sentosa outing on tuesday happens.

and monday movie on.

and thurs, out with khairul. insyallah.

ATLAST. sorry eh, aku selalu busy.

goodbye.

2010-03-12T08:08:00.000-08:00

i think i really have gain weight you know.

anw, im really glad its over :)

now im sick.

march holidays, wah homework NOT a lot.

you know what? i hate careless mistakes. REALLY !

i keep repeating muse - resistance. i dont even know why.

& guess whaaatt laaaaa!

adam lambert , will be here tmr!

ADAM LAMBERT, AMERICAN IDOOOLL!

the gay but awesome guyyyy.

which i really love his song ,

whatever you want from me.

& also his new song, masterplan.

he's kindda awesome you know!

ok bye.

2010-03-08T07:16:00.000-08:00

well i really think headbanging is so ultra cool.

like seriously.

especially when you feel down,

just play your favourite or the awesome heavy metal song .

THEN, H-E-A-D-B-A-N-G

it's not wrong for a girl to headbang isn't it? coz i do it at times.

guess what,

i finally manage to meet SHAH.

the desperate guy who things girl are like arcade.

i saw him at mac'd.

me : asl tak reply msg aku?

shah : batt aku flat.

me : da lame aku msg masih taknak charge?

STUPID REASON EVER KN?

oh, if you would like to know what i texted him,

i tell you very harsh right baya?

he deserve it i tell you.

i want him to know that he's not hot at all.

you know what?

i just feel that i want something new.

come on someone make me amuse.

i know, i am happy with life.

but i want something new too.

c'est la vie. tsk.

2010-03-07T07:41:00.001-08:00

HEY AWESOME PEOPLE FROME ALL OVER THE UNIVERSE.

HOW ARE YOU?

GUESS WHATTTTTTTTTT,

I MANAGE TO GET INTO THE FINALS FOR MY PIDATO.

i tell you, theres like a lot of other good one's there.

masjid annur, alsagof and a lot la!

i was so nervous.

alhamdulilah, finals.

and now i gotta research and find verses from the Quran. sad huh?

anyway, yest to baya house playing playstation was awesome.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAKAKS!

2010-03-05T07:50:00.000-08:00

rambot superb. nak buat?

budak cute, nyahahha!

let me sayyyyy, everything about this week; BAGUS.

marissa bought a new phone

which actually make us,

faa myself and marissa get too excited over the applications.

5N1 is just an awesome class.

and i've been meeting my old classmate faridah. :)

and yea, i rememberrr aiman teman me do my works.

thanks.

oh yaaa,

i really had a bad morning today. sorry baya.

luckily theres friends.

malay class was awesome.

drama was superb.

played games and stuff.

thought of meeting faa fr awhile tadi but she's too tired.

adi now is at the mid of baya and my blk .

bayaaaaa!

haha!

its great to be neighbour with your own bestfriend.

im uploading my vid but idk if its gonna upload.

MY NAME IS KHAN ;

YOU SHOULD WATCH!

2010-02-28T07:05:00.000-08:00

let's talk about music for this week. :)

NIGHTWISH.

my all time favourite.

nightwish, its genre is symphonic metal.

so what is so good about this band that make me sooo into it?

well, i do remember. that was when i was 13.

i first listen to their music from my brother.

moondance.

from there, i start downloading their songs.

and, fall in love.

one of my favourite still, the escapist.

listen to it.

MUSE.

cmon, when i state muse, most of you will go gugugaga about this band isn't it?

they're the awesome alternative rock band right?!

RIGHT NAQIB?!

so well, as much as you know, i listen to all types of genre,

so when i find out about muse, which actually i dont quite remember from who.

& their first song i heard, starlight.

i heard it, i was like, 'SUPERB BABY!'

and then, research to their songs. and im getting into it .

cmonnn, even i felt so so down when i can get to go to big night out.

they've like won many awards like the MTV europe music awards.

awesome isn't it?

so anywayssssssss

can i have both nightwish and muse in one concert?

the fear.

but when it seems like im lost

i stay plus

i know

what if no use

but atleast i get my satisfaction

i decide

Allah decides

2010-02-23T06:24:00.000-08:00

oh baby it's raining raining ~

hello ~

POA homeworks. like omg 0.o NOT A LOT.

my time is running out !

after a long time of not having breakfast at mac'd,

i had breakfast at mac'd last saturday with baya and kat. :D

a last minute plan tho.

then, a last min plan again,

my sis and i watched valentines day. AWESOMEEEEEEEEE!

then, sunday.

i didn't attend madrasah. super duper pening.

however, i went to rp with kat. bought brother love lappy.

did my malay there.

aiman came out of sudden for awhile leaving his pitiful friend awhile.

then watched my cd.

home.

SCH ; GREAT.

i love nur farahani femme fatale.

love, NH la belle.

-.-

2010-02-19T07:07:00.001-08:00

RUGBY TODAY WAS AWESOME.

AS USUAL. :)

WE WON!

Part of the game, people hurt. duh, its RUGBY.

due to my lost in sch yest, i got homeworkS.

POA retest was told, after sch. however, no sign of our beloved teacher.

stayed. drama.

DRAMA JUNIORS, I WANT LATE NIGHT PARTY FOR OUR FAREWELL PARTY. :)

thought of watching movie tmr. but we'll see how it flow.

i think i miss you.

& i'm pissed off. seriously.

oh, and we'll see how long we can be in contact when i find you interesting for the first time.

ps ; i just realised i hurt my lips. HAHHA

beauty ~

2010-02-17T07:17:00.000-08:00

OH MY GUCCI.

LOOK AT MY NEW SKIN! :)

IT'S BEAUTY AND THE BEAST DARLS.

beauty and the beast are the awesome sweetness fairytale ever.
compare cinderalla, snowhite, mermaid and all the other princesses, belle is the best.
idk why but i just love her.
look at her fairytale stories.
aww ~ isn't it sweet? it is magical baby.
fairytale make me fly ~
how i wish my love story were like a fairytale. ok drop that.
anw, do you know la belle means the beautiful person.
i am belle. so im beautiful :)
you know what? i just wish that one day, beauty and the beast come here.
awwwwww.
im so looking forward to everything that includes princesses.
i even found a website that contains games and more about princesses.
so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i better stop talking about this must i?
oohhhh!
im gonnaaaa have a birthday celeb for my belated birthday.
can i have sports and princesses stuff for my birthday gift pls?
esp beauty and the beast and soccer ball. :D
*insert tak tahu malu punye muke*
goodnight readers.

ULTRA

2010-02-15T21:50:00.001-08:00

yesterday was ultra awesomeeeeeee!

well, 15 feb, we plan this so long alr for a picnic.

however, picnic to henderson wave was cancelled due to khai and rya finished work at 630pm.

so, whos invited?

airina, faa, haba, nisa, (idk name girl ), ash, hafiz, aiman, naqib, khai, imran (didnt attend)

thennnn, we met everyone. except rya nisa khai and aiman at vivo. went to the rooftop and chill thr.

faa went home first. :(

then, nisa, khai and aiman came.

then rya.

then we chill thr around 8.

anw, a guy pissed me and let my mood go extremely low low low low.

we headed to mac'd and ate.

aiman is irritating. for eating the bbq sauce.

and everyone, ok, thrs battery!

then headed to vivo waterfall area and chill thr.

lots of laughter.

so well, aiman and naqib are gay. naqib is a matrep.

hafiz is metrosexual.

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

oh yaaaaaaaa, sorry khai.

and airina, remember i love you. anything, share.

and rya, dont worry, another outing! :D

and nisa, sorry i gt no mood tt time.

and lastly faa, i love you truckloads! :D

sorry we only took photos before aiman, khai,nisa and rya came. :D

2010-02-14T09:16:00.000-08:00

hey love ;

happy chinese new year :)

sch celeb's was awesome.

my acting was actually, alhamdulilah.

life been very busy huh?

you didn't realised you totally forget what you really want.

when you know you do misses someone but you just don't care.

when your emotions starts to take control of you,

you thought that you're such a dumbass.

comparing yourself.
you told yourself, 'im giving up bitch'

but when are you going to stop?

stop making wild imaginations.

stop those negative thinks.

but why are you into this?

you yourself brought yourself into this.

now you want to stop?

told you slow.

told you fate.

TOLD YOU.

nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

anw, joging was great .

:D

2010-02-09T06:28:00.000-08:00

HEYYYYYYYYY!

OMG.

i'm sorry i've been lazy :(

i'll tell you guys whaaaaaat, this week, my schedule, packed.

like seriously.

i and baya were planning to make our 2nd video. however, i kept delaying.

why? i have my rehearsal. end at 6 to 630.

no worries. after thurs. im done with this rehearsal.

sorry to all who i cancelled and delaying plans.

you guys know what?

i've been so happy this few days.

therefore, if you guys received my random texts, just ignore.

or you can even reply! :D

oh oh! you know what, i'm so fond of muse now. i'm now like downloading all their songs.

don't be surprise if one day i buy their album !

anw, i got a lot of test too this week.

anddddddddd, this is a video made by me.

i'll edit and post at fb if i do haveee time.

i miss going out.

esp with faa.

baya. kat.

aiman airina rya ash hafiz naqib nazurah.

atiqah nadia azurah suhaila.

khairul imran afif jack faz.

and i've been waiting when im really free to meet up with khairul anwar.

sorry dudeeeeee!

RUGBY.

2010-02-05T07:21:00.000-08:00

A'SLM.

im getting LAZIER to update blog.

however, being RAJIN i update .

where should i start?

alright.

school was AWESOME. DOUBLE AWESOME.

theres one time, the 5N's , everyone, i really mean everyone, we're like a clan. a big group walking together. awesome isnt it? :DDDD

oh oh. at's celebration was superb. kat and baya join the last moment. make it double fun.

really awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D

then then, cny decorations, we're very semangat you know.

drama drama, i got a lot of compliments. *blush blush*

P.E, THE BEST OF THE BEST. RUGBY WAS GREAT. TACKLE AND STUUF! SORRY ATIQAH. AHAHAHHA!

andddddddddddddddddddd,

naqib told me abt muse yesterday.

you know whatttttttttttttttt?

i was smiling non stop reading his blog, looking at the photos, and lastly,

THE STARLIGHT VIDEO.

seriously i cant describe anymore. hell, its awesome awesome great!

tho i was so mad at aiman for some certain reasons. im really serious im damn mad at him.

i can still smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

im sooooooooooooooooooo into muse now.

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2010-02-01T07:34:00.000-08:00

-.-

im so sorry for not updating.

lazy and busy.

well, i really love madrasah :)

i love the people there.

oh, i went to modelling interview a few days ago.

no need to exaggerate.

i miss lessons. due to sick.

drama cny, how ? ish.

4 wanita :D

2010-01-23T06:54:00.000-08:00

there's four ladies in Allah heart. tt Allah love so much.

Khadijah bte Khuwailid;

first wife of Nabi Muhammad. i did remember she's around 20 years older than Nabi.

Fatimah bte Muhammad ;

Nabi Muhammad daughter. Do everything for her husband to make Islam stay strong.

Maryam bte Imran;

A lady , gifted a son, w/o having any sexual relationship. Allah gift. :)

Asiyah bte Muzahim;

a wife to firaun, the bad one. however, she don't care being torture by her own husband due to her love to Allah.

see, all this 4 ladies. you guys wanna find out more, research or books.

2010-01-14T23:52:00.000-08:00

hey, while waiting again for the video to be uploaded, here we go ~

as per usual, i went to sch today.

AWESOME. mr faisal was greatttttttt. TOTALLY.

mr teo, he's so sweet la. seriously.

then what?

oh ya, yesterday? P.E was ok - ok la.

coz i dont get to play soccer :(

yesterday too tired. seriously. after sch, help faa with the class decorations. ( now our class seems like space) <3

then, home and slept. i miss my solat magrib. so bad right.

then woke up, study a lil. i really mean a lil as i woke up at 930 pm. bath and stuff and texted humans.

talk to faa . followed by aiman! ahahhaha.

talking to faa always make me laugh. i really love her.

to aiman also la. -.- he's seriously irritating otp. but atleast can make me smile and laugh.

i miss people.

seriously.

tho some i just met or i've been seeing them everyday,

i really miss them. think back, life been so fast. soon that we realised,

some drifted apart from us.

this is life.

insyirah, you know im here for you always.

you need more advice, come to me ~

2010-01-13T07:40:00.000-08:00

while waiting for the video to upload, i would love to say aslm . :)

wow, i've been very tired this few days till i don't even care about internet connection.

well, i love faa. =.= u know tt.

oh yaaaaa. i met aiman, rya, hafiz, ash and another girl i frgt the name. :DDDDDD

i met maicha too. for awhile.

i can't wait for my pay. why? i dont know. hahha!

i actually wanted to post something but now i frgt. nvm.

2010-01-08T18:46:00.000-08:00

HELLO BUTTERFLIES AND BEES.

IM UPDATING!

SO, MAYDAY MAYDAY!

where can i start?

actually i can't remember much.

oh ya, its 2010! fast isnt it? may, i'm gonna be 17. -.-

im just excited if im 18. :)

so well, 2010, o'lvls. insyallah.

2010, grandma left us.

idk, she's been going in and out of the hospital.

and last i visited was like last year early dec.

then, this year, i'm too busy. too tired to visit her.

even when the last time she's at the hospital,

my sis texted me, she's in great pain.

all i care about is my tired-ness.

i came back from shengsiong,

get the news, she left us.

you know the feeling where you blame everything that happen is ur fault?

i cried.

but hey, she's gone. God love her more. i'll pray she'll be with the one God love.

insyallah.

what else?

alright, sch's fun.

and yesterday, i went to open houses at polys with faa love.

and ya, as per usual, im soo gonna take early childhood or child psycology. :D

im tired.

:( really tired.

i talked to aiman otp yesterday, and i totally agree he manage to make me panic and stuff. -.-

and syafiq is damn hilarious and random. not syafiq my schmate tho.

i lose contact with him due to some reasons and he sent me comment at fb.

the day after, he sent me some lol msg but cute.

the next day again, he's gone. -.-

and hello to some ppl,

dont say tt im changing coz i know im changing. but when u said i didnt entertain u as much as the past, ur wrong. i have my own reasons why. and honestly ur typical. im sorry. ur my bestfren. and tts it. u can be so easily fall tts why.

7 jan was abg and mak birthday. yes, thrs present. :D

what else? oh ya, i remember hanging out with faa , airina, rya, hafiz, ash.

i miss some human beings. so i actually wish to meet you guys up real soon.

doesnt mean im not texting u or i didnt tell u tt imy and i wanna meet u im not missing u ok.

i miss ;

SHAFIKAH EDORA

ATIKAH, MY MADRASAH BUD <3

AIMAN

NURBAYA

KHADIJAH

FAA (tho we usually hang out)

NAZIM

NAZURAH

and to those i kindda miss you ;

AFIF

JACK

SYAFIQ MOMO

AZFAR

PUTERI

SYIQIN

guess im done.

anugerah :)

2009-12-27T07:03:00.000-08:00

salam alaik friends.

seen Singapore Idol?

SEZAIRHE WON!

both sylvia and sezairhe are good.

however, sezairhe have original vocals and stuff.

woohoo!

now i feels like gg under my blk and wait fr him to get home.

HAHAHA!
anw, taufik batisah on tv just now ! wooooooooooooooooooo!

oh ya, yesterday with faa was awesomE! ty faa.

today went to jurong to shop and headed to gombak with fam's excluding bro and 2nd sis.

ate at the kedai kopi there.

then i remember baya told me she was working so i went mac to visit her.

she was busy, didn't notice me.

she pack the fries very funny but cute la.

HAHHAHA!

then, after she saw me, she goes like so blur like tt.

then talked, home.

2009-12-24T04:48:00.000-08:00

salam alaik readers.
well,
yesterday went to library with faa.
i've returned my 101 kisah nabi.
now, im reading 'jadi seperti muhammad'
well, in the book of 101 kisah nabi, theres this story about asiah, which i already heard about it.
well, i have the song at Youtube. Listen to the lyrics carefully. It really is meaningful. :)
here's the summary about the story about. i remember some of it. :) its not fully from the book.
you guys need to reasearch deeply. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XtQHv3P-nr0

Asiah, a wife to a king. The king a bad one, he damn Nabi Muhammad. I forgot where the king came from.
So well, the king doesn't know that Asiah is actually wanted to be a Islam. If Asiah told him, he'll kill Asiah. Coz well, his husband hates Islam.
So one day, the king & (Firaun) plan to kill Muhammad. Asiah help. Asiah told someone to tell Muhammad not to come to that 'country' i guess. Knowing that, the king torture her and she died as Asiah told him Asiah wanted to be an Islam.
Asiah went to Syurga. :)

more pictures.

2009-12-22T07:13:00.001-08:00

hello love.

i got alot of pictures to post.

today, went to 1st sis house to take her memory card.

otw home, saw an accident.

yesterday, watched princess and the frog.

before that, met naqib, ash, airina, hafiz, and 2 of hafiz fren. and faa bby. to al ameen. ate. naqib and the rest kept talking abt serawak. -.-

then, watched 915 pm movie with family. faa last min tag along as mum asked her along. movie was cute.

last sunday, jurong bird park with parents, both younger sister and 1st sis and fam's.
then headed to geyleng w/o 1st sis and fam's. i wanna ate mutton chop. however, suddenly, i felt my tummy was giving me problems. headed to toilet, vomitted. im sick.

last saturday, went to pasar malam. bought a dress and a mask! :D

found this photo at sis memory card. hehs.

everyone's :)

2009-12-18T22:36:00.000-08:00

salam alaik everyone.

well, I'VE BEEN PROMOTED!

i got 16 points. and, i got distinctions for malay oral and a1 for malay.

b3 for poa. believe it or not?! HAHHAHA

ok, so. i thought of gg higher nitec.

as per usual, early childhood course. however, there's no direct entry for that course.

so, i've decided, sec 5.

well, i prank my parents. :) hehe.

and yesterday, i went to pasar malam with my 3 awesome friends. you guys should know who.

then home, ate ate ate. and online!

yesterday, people who are onlining all best!

like, faa, baya,syiqin,airina,kak seha, ash,naqib,hafiz.

too bad kat no have.

and heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,

i think i miss some people.

anw, life been great. really great.

if i were to paused and rewind the time.

i'll smile.

see how far i've come. the people around me which now i realised who are the one's i can treasure.

see how magical this life is tho im not in a fairytale land.

yes, sometimes, i may fall, hurt. however, life is awesome.

ANW, I WANNA GO BIG NIGHT OUT 2010 LAAAAAAA.

GIVE ME MONEY LAA.

IM UPDATING

2009-12-15T07:23:00.000-08:00

hello love,

i'm sorry i didnt update much.

well, today i went to cwp watched Planet 51. GREAT.

thx afif :)

then, met up with ash airina and hafiz at ash shop.

then home.alright.

on sunday, i went to jemputan with parents <3

and 2 of my small sis.

met up with 1st sis and her husband.

planned to go jurong bird park. reached, we were late.

so, went to west coast to have a picnic there.

lastly, to imm.

we bought abg new adaptor which cost $75.

abg is so happy -.-

and we bought new pc !

abg is happy again as we no need to borrow his lappy.

i wanna buy webcam! :)

aiman wanna go on a holiday for 10 days.

bye bye. :( goodluck for tp.

khairul, im sorry i've been busy whenever you asked me out. :(

syafiq momo, i'm sorry im not ready to go out with you. :(

azfar, i miss ur craps on MR's on the phone. :(

i miss my bestfriends.

FAA KIKI KAT

:)

2009-12-09T20:23:00.000-08:00

hello hello kopi-o-milo.

i know, lame siaaaa.

im currently chatting with bayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :)

khalid is now a typical guy.

im sorry to say this but khalid who i use to say tt a guy who's hard to find is now a typical one.

drop tt.

well baya, i know its hard but i know you're strong. :)

one day, there will be the one. but wait. anw, there's still a long time ahead.

yesterday, went to town with baya.

she wanna buy her things and i've watched the lights.

damn, nice. :))

my eyes was like shining with them. niceeeeeeeeeee.

and and and, believe it or not, we were lost in town.

i know, funny.

and we were very kecoh in the train.

ish ish.

I LOVE FARAHANI,NURBAYA,KHADIJAH

i lost in fairytale land. :(

2009-12-06T19:19:00.000-08:00

theres too much things i wanna say. but i just cant let it out here.

more pictures at facebook

outings with friends, make me smile a lot.

- 3 years anni with love bff

- faa's chalet

- bowling session with fai and farhan and adk.

out with fam's, everything was oh so fun.

i love my family. i love my friends. :)

hey, thx alot to those who gave me advice.

yes, let fate decides and im strong. :)

i miss you, you know?

but i know i can't let the miss get stronger.

i know, i thought it was a fairytale but indeed, im living in the real world.

maybe someday, it may become a fairytale. who knows right?

secrets secrets. this is so fun. :)

anw, 2 confession in one day make me smile. :)

outs outs sorry

2009-11-20T18:33:00.001-08:00

hey, im sorry i didn't update much.

well, i remember i go out with baya to sheng siong. and on thurs. went to dunearn sec.

and with suhaila to cwp.

art festival with zahidah and mali. BORING . the band was wtf.

their play of instrument was kindda awesome. however, their voices and screaming, =.=

then, their dunearn idol. fcuk.... is she even an idol? HAHHAHA.

so on my way home, ash called. asked to go nyp on fri. but i already gt plans with aiman.

so, we said, we'll see first.

we watched 2012. ok ok la. byk bbl. bt good la.

we watched for 315pm. so thought aft tt movie can go nyp kn?

however, it finished at 6 pm.

we're sorry.

so who go to nyp?

hafiz with faa, ash with airina, naqib with imran. tts what i heard uh.

sorry aiman and haba cant go :(

aiman, pls dont be sick again. :(

frgt my things aft he send me home. took back saw kat baya izz at mac.

toink ~

imy.

2009-11-06T17:51:00.000-08:00

pictures in no random dates.

after sch hangout with suhaila,sak,az.

drawing cause death

night study, alone

bowling with cousins.

see the ball goooooo

i go crazy with bras

last, im last. BUT I LEAD THE 2ND SET.

sometimes, i just don't understand myself.

sometimes, this feelings aren't true.

sometimes, i confuse myself.

sometimes, i lead to false.

i miss you.

i just think its not fair.

i just think you should start.

i just think i should stop.

i just think we shall remain.

it is fate for me to meet you.

it is fate for me to fall for you.

but is it fate for me to be in dilemma?

i tried to stop for a few days.

but even for one day i cant stop.

i tried to be as what i am.

but i just think that you wont accept.

is it me or just the fact?

if this is it then i'll accept.

this is challenges in life.

let the mystery reveal soon.

THATS IT. :D

UPDATING

2009-10-21T08:37:00.000-07:00

THIS IS SOOO COOL. :D

look, HOW CUTE .haha

hey hey hey hey hey.

ok photos uploaded in no random order.

im sorry; been busy lately. ok fake. i cant use the lappy.

anw, i tried to search fr jobs.

oh, outings? i list the photos what. ok la tu

today, i went to search fr jobs. no photo.

yest, i went to lot 1 with mum and dad and small sisters.

then i do remember going out with adik to bought stuff fr ppls. no photo

and i go shopping at fareast with faa.

and i go vivo with faa to buy my remote control car. :D i know, woohoo! and later, kat came.

DONE.

next,

i just dont understand.

she love you. and why do you have to be so stubborn to let her go to her ex when actually, she really love you? are you really in love with her?

next, i hope this. if you are attached, do not frgt abt your friends . thank you.

oh, i received a text msg . asking what if someone ask you this ' why do you love me'

so well, love cant be put into words right?

easy sei, just say this,

' i love you for who you are. i love you. i cant put it into words. this feeling just strikes me and it feels great. great to be in love with you. its god gift to make me fall for you. i love you. i just love you.'

:D take care.

it's over

2009-10-15T09:17:00.000-07:00

they made tt for me. :D the cookies. hahaha

life is really short. time really went fast. we don't know someone that we love will go one day.

this is life. ppl come, ppl go. it's sad. she died 132 am in the morning. i know im not tt close with her. but somehow the impact really strike me. i thought of my mum too. i'll lose her one day.

how can i accept tt? it's life. i was so desperate wanting to go her house during raya but i was too late. i recite the yasin, i really cant take it. i know. Allah love her more. her daughter, i know shes hurt deep inside. how can she even cope? dear, i really hope you accept all this. i know you are upset but we must move on. this world is fake. sometimes we dont realise we're growing.

until one day, they're gone slowly, one by one. we all have a desire. a desire to be mature. to have someone tt you love and lead a happy life. but life doesnt seems like fairytale doesnt it?

we predict, god decide. accept everything. regrets, tts one thing in life. without regrettion, life's not interesting. life, ups and down. we fall, we stand. tts life. do we only aim for this world?

sometime we do forget about the after world dont we? we laugh , we cry. life, isnt it funny?

we think about our past, our mistake, we felt so stupid. but, its been stated. it is our life.

Ya Allah, forgive my sins. Peace my heart and mind. Lead me to the correct path. Shelter me. Love me. Love my family. Love my friends. I love them.

a quick recap about my outs.

celeb baya's birthday on monday. westcoast. really had fun.

raya with madrasah buds on tuesday. super damn kecoh.

movie with kat and met aiman and friends on thurs. they're crazy.

i hope you will be with the one tt Allah love. and heaven awaits you. Amin. :D

after visiting, i didnt went for her perkebumian. i need to go ite and i know i cant take it if i went there. ite balestier trip was fun. home, no bus. last min.

oh yea, sorry ite guys i broke your wire, HAHHA. :D

take care

eid mubarak. :D

2009-09-18T19:16:00.000-07:00

salam alaik ;
sempena hari raya yang mulia ini,
saya ingin menyusun sepuluh jari,
ampunkanlah segala kesalahan.
dari zahir dan batin,
dari hati yang tulus,
ampunkanlah.
buang yang keruh dan ambil yang jernih.
semoga Tuhan mengampuni dosa-dosa kami.
mungkin saya tidak sedar akan kesalahan saya.
dari itu, ampunkanlah.
sempena hari raya yang mulia ini,
rapatkan silaturrahim antara kita.
usah lupa pada yang telah tiada.
doakan mereka semoga mereka aman sentiasa.
dengan ini, assalamualaikum .
selamat hari raya, maaf zahir batin.

bunge api oh.........

2009-09-11T10:10:00.000-07:00

hello.

just now went out with my adk, kiki and her adk too. met kinah. hello ! haha.

this is for kiki aka baya aka kw hot.

bby, chills. i told you how i can get rid of matin right? actually matin is an easy one as i've not met him and we're just crushing.

you should ask how i frgt huss .the first love. =.=

actually it's the same how i frgt them la. i know you can move on.

remember ur mum's advice.

whatever decision, don't regret. follow ur heart.

it's fated. god has His reason remember?

u still have me. :D ily. we're single. lets flirt. this is so not true. i dont flirt. =.=

SO WELL, i love my family. no link. i know.

yesterday, i played bunge apiii.

most cant make it. by my bestfriends can! izz and ameer followed too.

omg so fun sia. we were like so best maen2 then dpt tau, dabez. imagine, 100+ sei. finish.

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. we're playing again soon. :DDDDDDDDDDDD

join us laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

it's fun. i was like singing and dancing. woohoo ~ maicha, diam.

haha. toink ~ bye.

up to the date

2009-09-09T20:04:00.000-07:00

hello.

im dropping by just to link people later.

well, 3 papers for N done.

2 weeks aft raye, continue.

i really hope i can make my parents proud.

life been great as usual. sometimes i felt tt somethings change.

and i love the change. and somehow, i feel something missing.

well, do you guys listen to ria girlfriends yest? the topic very good.

a lil , i can learn and somehow, im confused. well, i wont exaggerate.

when theres life, theres secret. :D

been busy lately. not counting the study to N's,

i've been helping mum, bro and stuff.

left two more, clean up rooms and cornflakes madu.

then, im done with my stuff.

i'll be going to play firecrackers today. how fun. join me. :D

well, tts it readers. i try to post more.

well, comp spoilt. need to use bro lappy again. =.=

a sweet and long

2009-09-05T10:36:00.000-07:00

i just read my adk's blog.
it hurts me tho.
i know i've been advicing her not to trust guys at this age. not to put hopes.
it's puppy love. however, she did.
absolutely, im hurt. first, she's my fucking sister.
next, suddenly the stupid memories of me and hussaini came.
i just don't understand certain peoples.
like how i dont understand my bro ex. wasted your 7 years.
i repeat, 7 years.
people tend to slowly run away from us.
then, lost contact with us.
suddenly, we know tt he or she already have tt someone.
and as time pass, you already had forgotten about them in which you dont even once try to text them.
and suddenly, one day. they call or text you. and trying to gain sympathy, share their stories.
and then, came back and contacting with you again.
and later, they're gone and came again. and it's seems like a cycle.
and i promise myself. im not gonna entertain this kind of people.
and some people, worse.
yes, people want a life partner in their life. i do. but it's the matter of time. the right time and the right one.
but some, why are you so fcking desperate?
try to gain sympathy and more. its irritating.
why does human beings tend to give hopes?
i know, false.
first time falling in love, everything was oh-so-lovely.
you use your 'the most sweet words' you have.
you try to melt her/his heart.
and as time pass, slowly, it fades.
worse,
when you and tt someone were in your loveland, going to be together but not yet.
you already give tt someone hopes, and suddenly,
you slowly walks away and found out, attached.
wow.
it's really irritating when our partner control us right?
it's ok if it is necessary. but whats with, 'no, u cant go out with ur fren'
now who the hell are you? are you even destined to marry her/him?
once given a chance, you use it in your own ways.
now,
what's with fighting every single day about the same damn thing?
keep breaking and patching up.
when you know tt he/she is not good for you why the hell are you still meeting him/her?
what's the good thing of being a player?
now i asked, why do you fall a fake love with tt someone?
are you so proud with having so many exes?
are you so proud on having sex with how many girls/guys?
where is your future?
what will your future husband or wife says?
alright.
you're married. and happy. gain child.
now where the hell is your responsibilities to raise your child?
aren't you afraid? you believe tt what goes around comes around.
now THINK.
you guys may not understand what am i trying to state. but you may get the moral somehow.
its nature. its the fact of life tt you gonna fall in love and you gonna lose tt someone one day.
get me? no matter how so loveable you both are, one day, one of them die. you lose them .
when people say its fated. it cant be all fated right? take a quick example.
you go racing,illegal racing, accident. fated? you find your own troubles don't you?
tts it. im ending it here. goodnight.

bismillah.

2009-08-21T10:37:00.000-07:00

pmpn gatal. mntk kene smack.

mulakn dgn bismillah.. :D
assalamualaikum. :) so well, tmr will be 1st day of ramadhan. i mean, today is the first day. and, i won't be sleeping as i already promise my parents tt i will be cooking sahur. idk what am i gonna do for this ard 2 more. well, i hope my sis will be accompanying me. :D oh well, just now, i never attend sch due to perfect reasons. & then, i also went to geylang at night. mum wanted me to buy this 'bengali' dress. so yea, i bought one. aft tt, have a quick walk at the bazaar. not alot of shops are open tho. & suddenly, i was having stomach cramps. but still, im able to walk. so dad bought me 1oo plus and bla bla.. then, ard 1030, went off. alright. tts it for today events.

yesterday which is well, thurs.
was supposed to went to extra class but cancelled due to wanting to go to the hospital as 1st sis was thr. but well, cancelled. so was about to go rp to study but aiman change the location due to no internet connection. so yea, i manage to atleast finish my hws thr and also study phys.
marissa can't study at library. very noisy. HAHAHHA! but no worries, i still love you no matter how many times the securuty guard or whatever told us to shut up. :D
& faa, i try baking tt cake fr you. i really mean, I TRY.
sorry no pics fr this outing.

alright, i'll talk about schs in one go ok? schs been fun. only some things are not fine but well, i still love schs. ok, my results are dead. i admit, i didn't study for my prelims. i've not yet receive my overall results. so just fyi, my results are not good. suhaila were so funny. she really make my day full of sunshines other then my bestfriends.

this teacher car, i love sia the colour all! :D

NH, Blair, Kiki

eh, poa!

sports stacking eh?

oh & kat and izz, yesterday, friday was ur 3 yrs anni right? may you guys last forever. i love seeing you guys together. i've seen you guys fight and stuff and hey, its ur 3 years. see how far? im sooo happy fr you guys. :D

& hey, i can't wait for me and my bestfriends 3 yrs anni of friendship too. :D remember, 7 - 11. & i was planning if this yr, we'll go to bottle tree park. ahhahah! wslm.

wiki wiki :)

2009-08-17T09:08:00.000-07:00

look at the above pic. stupid me. want to take photo but stand at the middle.

HELLO ! :DDDDDD well, first, let me post about today and we can continue about kat's belated birthday pit alright? :D alright, today, sch was as per usual. yes, a hard time waking up as im too use of having prelims and 4 days of no sch. so well, i did go to sch. first, eng lesson. mdm fauzana was smiling all the way. guess what? 4N1 eng was fuyooh! well, i get 93/140. i'll tell you the true marks soon. if not, 66/100. but, thrs oral. so, next was maths. but, relief. so, i sleep. yes. for half an hour as the new phy teacher of my asked me to wake up. =.= get my phy results too. i failed. 21/50. yesyes, kindda upset but i knew im gonna fail. i told mr yusof. and he makes me feel better. poa? don't ask. mr teo didn't bring our papers. at tt point of time, i knew we done it very badly. HAHAHHA. believe me, my poa was soooo hancor for prelim i believe. sch was pretty fun but a lil sleepy as its raining. faa, baya, kat and i were talking about our past times. about how we knew each other and stuff. it's funny. i swear i miss those times. i really love my friends. suhaila and i kept talking abt --. ahhaa. she's funny laaaaaaaaa. nvm. after sch, i, kat and baya went to bpp. we were planning to watche jangan pandang belakang congkak at baya's mansion. so, baya was craving for ljs. so well, i and kat bought food too as baya's mansion no food. JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG CONGKAK WAS FUNNY AND CRAP. i like this, 'angguk, saba, angguk, saba' and this, 'wikiwiki' ahhahahahah!

next,
kat's pit.

the muffins . cat hancor. :(

first batch but changed.

the sabo's.

see, tts cat and her mum. :D and the rest

ignore the girl behind. ahhaha

canditoz.

bdk2 mrepek. only habarinah tk. hahah!

omg, before the pit, i make the sabo stuff for her.
well, smelly. as i leave it for 24 hours. i bake muffins for her too. :D
then, during the day of the pit, i continue making the muffins.
bla bla bla. met baya and faa first then fetch aiman, ashraf and this one guy, idk the name.
so, reached, sabo kat. HAHAHAH! AMEK KW! then, omg. i really adore this one girl. she's damn cute. ok ok continue. wait, i dont like this one girl too. nvm. hahah!ok where do i stop. ok, done sabo-ing kat, gave her my muffins i bake for her. & ppl said, my muffins were nice. my fam's too! ok, kembang, :)))
then, the idk name guy go home, bear came. oh wait, hafiz.
he was damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn funny.
very frenly siaaa. omg, you guys should try hang out with him one day.
HAHAHHA.
seriously, aiman and friends (sounds like barney and friends) , they're craps! im so glad i became friends with them.
ok, guess im done. goodnight.
& kat, ily. :D
& farah, baya and maicha too.
& sabrina, i wont forget you tho we dont usually hang out now. imy.
& suhaila, ur crap. hhahahha!

a day belanja-ing kat

2009-08-13T09:22:00.000-07:00

reflection

see, spiderman and bottle. :DDDD

self timer

happy? ahahhaa

alalala-long

B&J

kat sebok

happy belated bdae

after

before

a b c d e f. hahaha! TODAY! i went out with kat and kat bf, izran. first, went to lot 1 to book tics for orphan. ic needed. funny; izz was wearing his ite baju. but they still mntk ic. PATHETIC! then, quickly to vivo and headed to B&J. ate mix and match. i treat them. so called kat's belated birthday gift. then off to lot 1 agn to watch orphan. we watched the 5 pm slot. ORPHAN WAS AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then, quick walk at psr mlm thr as i wanna buy a new spiderman. my batman da bocor. did i tell you? my cat poke it. so well, i got spiderman! also bought strawberry shortcake waterbottle. tts it. lazy. bye. :DDDDDDDDDDD and aiman, if you wanna see your cekak, nahhhhh! nice knnnnnnnnn?

how cute, spiderman wear cekak. sorry man, spiderman wear ur cekak first.

2009-08-06T08:59:00.000-07:00

see, batman. :)

yesterday, 5 aug 2009.
went to sch as per usual.prelim :D
then, homeyy help mummy.
at night went to pasar mlm with lovely farah, baya bby, kat love.
and also izran, kat bf.
we ride pirate ship . w/o izran.
FUN! i knw, escape one better.
but, with friends, FUYOH!
we were laughing so loud. everyone watching us. the uncle who take charge of the pirate ship,
bastard. he heard we laugh, he make it even faster. then baya slipper ter- take off. hair die mcm hohoho.
then, i and baya bought dress.
i also bought spiderman! :D

marissa, gile. oh, tt's ameer's baju. HAHHA

the birthday girl.

keburukan yg kian menimpe.

unfinished not delicious food. waste money sia!

todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,
KAT BDAE!
went to sch again! geo prelim. kindda easy! :D
then, went to cck, lot 1. go pay house bill first.
met kat, maicha and ameer, maicha bf.
bought tics. then kat bf, izz came. watch G.I Joe.
AWESOME SEI THE ACTION!
gogogo watch!
ohoh, plan to sabo kat was cancelled due to some reasons.
anw, ty faa and kiki who came just to sabo kat.
then aft watched movie, went to eat.
i bought a shoe and 2 bangles since thrs offer at lot 1. idk why gt offer.
anw, if you go and eat food culture at lot 1, don't ever try the spaghetti. SUPER NOT NICE!
k da. tmr sch celebrate national day. :D

hospital day.

2009-08-04T08:39:00.000-07:00

before xray

step tknk amek gamba. muke =.=

check rambot, mane tau doc hensem. haha!

room 9. :D

choose life.

hi, mas'od?

hello precious human beings. :) how's your precious day? sec 4's, how's your precious prelims? today, i took my ss and math paper 2. both quite hard. sbq, omg. first time in my whole life i gotta admit it's hard. aft taking the papers, i quickly went home. rest and wash up. went to SGH with mum and last sis.. it's my first time going to tt hospital. headed to HPB. it's very leceh. go 3rd floor then 4th floor then 3rd floor again. oh, i've done xray. my backbone was fine. just a lil bit curve. very lil. i need to take care of it . this is to prevent it from getting worse if im getting taller. if eh? no, i will be tall. :D aft tt, dad came. all of us ate at the railway station. then, headed to NUH to visit my aunt. it's very leceh too as theres H1N1 cases. we need to wear mask and stuff. i hope aunt will get better soon. :D to my cousin, be patience k? i understand. :) tmr will be having phy and chem. :(

i think im falling. and drowning.

out

2009-08-02T09:18:00.000-07:00

look. study. :D

stupid haba and kat's bf, izran the rusty. haha.

marissa, cat kegilaan.

kegemokan yg menimpe

on friday, texted maicha, sab, kat, faa, baya.
planned to study on sun, today.
atlast, only kat and maicha followed.
so, the bought their bf's.
went to gombak to ate first.
then to civic. studied.
so, i studied maths.
aft tt, just read books. maicha took baking books.
we planned to bake soon. i hope. :D
so, ate our dinner aft tt and quick walk at cwp.
home.
reach home at 1045pm ard thr.
before tt go mac'd. buy food for sis.
tmr prelim. wish me lucks. :D

mr yosef farewell party

2009-07-27T08:22:00.000-07:00

well, as per planned, today, we had mr yosef surprise farewell party.
to thank him and saying goodbye to him.
so well, went sheng siong, and all over the places to prepare for this with friends.
bake cookies and fudge too.
tell lies to him, about wanting to have remedial class with him.
everything was perfect.
he even said this during phy class aft i told him i wanted phy remedial badly in the morning,
'ok, we'll be having phy remedial today at 345pm. we'll go through 2005 prelim paper 2. ok?'
everyone was like, 'OK!' hahaha.
then, baya and faa collect noodles at my house as my mum cook for us.
zalilah and her boyfiee collect the cake at bpp. faizzul and jonathan buy the ice at greenridge.
i would like to thank all of them.
and, kinah and kat for going to shengsiong together.
and also, faridah, ameer and maicha for helping me fill up the water container. or else, i'll be alone.
thank you to atiqah and azurah and suhaila too for helping me prepared the tables and food aft you guys saw me doing it all alone.
ty jun xiang for the vids.
and also to the rest of the class for participating.
and giving those sweet words to mr yosef.
ty teck hong for your ideas to make farewell party. :D
so, aft prepare everything, the food and stuff, guo jie and jonathan were getting ready at the door to pop the popper at mr yusof.
he came and, surprise! hell yea, he was bringing his lappy and ws.
then, suhaila bring the cake to him.
he gave speech tt really wanna make me cry. then, ate and camwhore. :DDD
4n1 ROCKS!
mr yosef, tc in japan.
we'll miss you. ty for teaching me and the rest.
i thought i'll never pass phy.
bt when you came and teach us, i then realise phy is not tt hard.
classes were fun with your craps and good words for formula.
you dont mind being open. you understand the teenagers life.
well, if you said tt 4N1 is the best class for you in 2009, you are the best teacher for me.
we'll miss you for sure.
ty for entertaining the class craps too.
i still remember,
you were talking to me and asking me to have a boyfriend. when i explained why im not ready , you understand me. :D
i know your still shock aft those surprises. HAHHAA.
and kat, our cookies, popular! :D skejap je goal. wee~

cookieeesss..

2009-07-26T09:21:00.000-07:00

kat gemok.

hello earth humans.
today, i went to my religious class .
as per usual came late.
was actually thought of not going. but still, i go.
HOWEVER, I REGRET GOING.
my teacher never come. fk. and , we combined class and study the same thing.
BORING. lucky gt my frens.
then, went home, sleep. too tired.
then, woke up, clean my bedroom and stuff and met maicha, ameer, kat, izz at greenridge.
then, to kat's mansion to bake cookies.
wee ~
we bake again! delicious !
anw, read BH? abt 'makcik jual keropok'.
i was kindda confuse whether to believe or not. butbutbut,
i think, i won't wanna believe much.
why? cause, we haven't knw if its true or not.
this story may just make us feel scared or whtever purpose.
yes. MJ 12 also gt stories abt this.
bt, only god knows.
see, this story also affect the rest of the ppl who are doing door to door business.
so, my advice, dont believe much. you can. bt dont fully.
i mean, if ur iman or house is good, under the shelter of god, ok la kn?
god will shelter us. insyallah. :D

oh, let me post this for ashraf as he want me to post abt him in my blog.
oh ashraf, after u read, pls tag.
ASHRAF, ACTUALLY IDK WHAT TO POST!
ok, well, goodluck with tt human being. sometimes, irritating you know you kept talking abt her.
bt well, as a fren, i understand how you feel. and i will entertain you.
i love your crapness. it makes me laugh.
ty for kenaling ur frens with me. which is, also craps.
you are one of the guy tt is fun to talk with. unlike some guys i know.
be proud. :D
FATFATFATFAT. see, got video. tilt ur head if u really wanna see. i mean, stupid video.

long.

2009-07-25T08:59:00.000-07:00

hello humans beings. wait. let me upload stupid vid first.
look, its 1205 am.
my eyes are too heavy.
it's rare. i usually slept ard 2 whenever it's sunday night.
but hell, i still wanna sleep late. im too tired. why? here it goes.
1st, yest night, slept ard 2 am.
then, woke up at 6 am. help mum.
9 am, met kinah & kat at mac'd. and and, i saw my bro. duh! he work what. =.= . i knw, no link. anw, ate our breakfast.
then, off to bpp, bought cakes. paid the deposit. kecoh sia we all. HAHHA.
then, sheng siong to buy the rest of the needed stuff and also the party stuff. honestly, this is my first time going sheng siong with my frens. & we doesnt even reach our budget. thx to kinah.
& we had our lunch thr.
then, headed to kinah's mansion. put some stuff thr. then, kinah stayed home.
so, i and kat headed to my house. put things thr.
then to kat's mansion. she wanna bring izz along to lot 1. coz we wanna search fr big popper.
don't have. headed to bugis. bought it. satisfied. then headed to kinah house agn coz frgt to take some things. then, go greenridge. ate our dinner at banquet.
then, to kat house to bake the fudge.
reached home ard 1030 pm. see. long day kn?
tmr gt madrasah summore. i need to study phy lagi. :(
nvm. i did this fr the sake of it. :) . who knws, shh. i scared tt ppl skali jump jump, jump my blog, mampos! so well, maybe will do fudge agn tmr.
i can't wait. oh fk. i need to remind myself.
thx mindset. HAHAH. =.=

I NEED A LAPPY. NONO. I DONT CARE IF ABG GT LAPPY. I WANT MY OWN LAPPY. THIS COMP IS SERIOUSLY DRAGGING ME TO THE DRAIN WHERE MICES ATE DINOSAURS.
:(
K CRAP. BYE. I WANT CALL MY OH, NOT SO HANDSOME FREN. AHHAHA

2009-07-23T07:49:00.000-07:00

im going to post a stupid vid . of me and some of my friends aft chem extra class last week.
why? idk what to post. while waiting for the vids to upload, i'll try recall whats up in sch today.

so well, sch as per usual today. was fasting. with faa and kiki too.
tmr is my last one. but i'll continue fasting next wk. not all of the days tho.
alright, so, cme lesson was superb as i really like the vids.
it gave me positive thinking.
then, nvr attend geo lesson and phy remedial as i need to attend pisa till 415 pm.
ya it starts at 1 pm. i thought its only an eng test. but no.
it contains ques abt eng, maths, sci, personal ques and also commonsense.
gt one ques, states, ' working time start 6 am'
what time will you wake up if you were to work there and live ard the neighbourhood? why?'
stupid right? HAHHAHA. so, i ans, ' 430 am. and blabla '
:D
so, initially, we finish earlier. 405 pm.
went home, wash up and sleep. woke up, break my fast , do my malay, watch tv and now, comp.
well, bye.

bppppppp.....

2009-07-15T07:05:00.000-07:00

hello.

today, aft sch, went home str.

took the lrt as i am fasting.

so, went home str and help mum. slept for 15 mins before meeting kat and kiki.

maicha and faa didn't follow as a last min plan.

so, went to bpp to return our library books and headed to kfc to break my fast and kiki and kat had their dinner.

aft dinner, saw ameer, aliff and nadia. :D had a quick shot with nadia before we went off.

then, took alot of pics. saw a strange guy. we were taking photo.

suddenly, got one rider kfc came to me and look at my phone. =.=

so well,

went to pending court and took vids.

i'll post it IF i get it ok?

alright. tc. :D

a friend post.

2009-07-10T17:37:00.000-07:00

i was so bored. and thought of dedicating this to my frens. coz i had dedicate something to my fam's. why not for my bestfren?

first, kikihawt and bulldog. i mean, nurbaya and khalid, their 2 yrs anni soon. they met each other online. and guess what, khalid don't like girls which are dark and baya don't like guys whick are too white. however, they're together. ahahhaha.. tts what we call love! woohooooo... they're crazy + cute + irritating couple. unexpected things do happen but when it happen, we can see tt, tt someone actually love us . they didn't show it, right khalid? im so happy for them. and when tt thing happen, baya told me, i almost cried. duh, im sad for my fking bestfren. but, it didn't happen. fuuh.. last forever and ever and ever *humming to myself* lalalalalala...

anw baya, ily. nowadays you've been busy. i miss going out with you la.. next week go town ok?

eat our fav food. anything shout my name . haha. kiki is a neighbour + bestfriend to me. we live 1 blk away. :D

ok next next next, kat step carey bby. the one who i always share my prob with. my so called shoulder to cry on la. she's with this guy who gt the same zodiac sign as me, taurus. they're going to have their 3 yrs anni soon. woohoo, this couple, they're crazy. and cute together. relationships do go ups and downs but they can survive. aww ~ oh oh, they know each other from sch. yaya. sch. see, izran goes off from the red sch still they are strong you knw.. hahahah.. last sampai mati syg!

farahani sygggggg, the girl who i can talk craps with and can tell her how i adore danial ashriq and stuff. hahahahah.. she's with this gala guy call alfaiz. oh, don't ask me how come they can no each other. haha. it takes sometime for me to realise tt, 'eh, they're together la'

not tt long eh. hahaha. they're goin for their 4 ke 5 month anni. and this one here, i can see tt they're really serious. THEY'RE SO CUTE TOGETHER. coz both, crazy. hahahhaahha. LAST FOREVER AND TILL YOU GUYS DIE! :D im like so happy for you guys la. duh! im happy for my frens what. nono. because, idk why. hahahhahha.

marissa, the step nicole nye bdk. she used to be very rapat with me. i hope she knows nw. she's with my schoolmate, ameer. this couple, it's a shock when i heard tt they're att. coz they're bestfren. get me? so, i take more then 2 weeks to actually believe tt they are att. so they're reaching for their 2 or 3 months . i don't quite remember. i don't remember months la. hhahaa.. you guys are sweet together. :D last forever.

lastly, sabrina bibsy. i miss her like hell. we dont quite hang out now. but she's still my bestfren. she's with my own schoolmate, adha. they're goin to have their 2 yrs anni soon. am i right dear? i knw tt in their relationship, adha is the water. i know.. oh how did adha fall for this bibs? let me guess, from class la. hahahahhaa.. anw, both, last forever. you guys are cute together.

oh let me see some friends who are very or maybe quite rapat with me who's happy with their partner.

SUHAILA (OMG I LOVE HER. HAHA) is happy with fiee. how many months uh? i forgot uh. 4 or 5 or 6? hahaha.

Zalilah is with idk tt guy name. tho he is a sec 3 guy, 1 yr younger, they're sweet together. :D

as for me, oh well, im not rushing into relationship.

indeed, usually, came to a point tt i think i don't want to have a relationship.

eh, pls eh, i do have guys waiting for me there. *ehem*

however, i just can't. it's either im not into them tho they are kind or they are soooooo not my type or i just treat them as my bestfriend. so well, if i do have a relationship, i want a serious one.
i don't want any exs. i don't want any puppy love. i told you. one is enough. anw, im happy with my single hooooddddddddd.. oh dont worry, i'll have a relationship and duh, get married . but, when the right one and right time comes. hahhahaha. and those my bestfriends are att, i know they love me.

HAHA. and i hope tt some of them do realise tt i miss them. coz right now i feel tt we're not tt bestfren anymore. you understand. anw, its ok. hahaha. :D

swine

2009-07-09T02:15:00.000-07:00

hello .

pity me. im sick.

sorethroat, headache, flu.

nonono. not h1n1. no worries.

i'll be going to the clinic at night.

was bored. since yesterday lie at the bed doing nothing.

now , playing lappy also lie down.

no appetite to eat.

only eat strepsils.

yesterday oral was okla. i hope i pass and get an a2 maybe.

anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHALID. LAST FOREVER WITH BAYA.

currently chatting with kencing2 ----- hahahha *fill in the blanks*

and also isa and fadli.

well, much thank you to ,

family

baya

farah

kat

maicha

suhaila

atikah

rahman

afif

isa alompak

fadli ns polis nye eh

and the rest which do wishes me of getting well.

dont worry .

im not getting h1n1.

i hope. hahhaha touch wood sia.

bye.

alright.

2009-07-07T06:41:00.000-07:00

i was looking at my old pictures. pri 6 . when i was having my ' 1st in class award' .

and, the 'dinner day'. and with my old friend. believe it or not, one of them , passed away.

anw, I LOOK DAMN THIN. NOT ME SIAAAAAAAAAA. LOOOKK .

I KNOW. POSE TK PERLU. AHAHHA

alright. how long i did not update my blog? how many days only right?

im sorry. i've been busy lately. with hws, houseworks and stuff.

and honestly, im getting lazier to update blogs and even on the comp.

oh ya, my comp cpu had been change.

however, its hard as the 'wire' for my phone, lost. so, its hard to transfer pics.

i need to find it then.

it will be easier to post pic when im using bro's lappy or when i have found the 'wire'.

so well, have you guys read the news?

h1n1 cases have been increasing like omg. however, easy. take care of your health.

i hope my sch won't be infected especially when the n levels and prelims are ard the corner.

PICTURES IN ONE GO IN NO RANDOM ORDERS ANW.

basically, sch today was pretty much fun. *suhaila kene jotos kpale by ms tan*

HAHAHHAHA.

oh, we had mock test for maths. i got no confidence.

PE was ok. tired.

what else?

after sch, went to faa house. then to kat and to mine.

we watched transformer (half) and pink panther 2. haha.

then, maicha came. for a certain reason.

alright. i'll list my go-aways .

monday , 6 july 2009 ;

went to civic with kat to study phy. :D

izz came later as she wanted to break fast with kat. ya, they are fasting.

so well, i don't get it. i saw a women, or maybe a guy?

haiyaaaaaaa... why is thr such human beings? i mean, if thrs a perfect reason , like you were born not to know whether you are a male or female, tkpe tw. pfft. nvm.

sunday, july 5 ;

went cycling with kat and izz. baya don't want to follow for a certain reason. anw, it rains.

we bathed rain! :D

we went to fajar bicycle shop as we wanted to 'pump' the tyre. however, don't have. so we went to ten mile, don't have.
and lastly, to gombak. i fall. i swear, im not at fault. its not tt i can't control due to slippery or what but , thr is other reason. i'll try not to think of it tho i am suspicious. so, ate at gombak.

then, cycle back to bp to buy food at pasar mlm. then, home. the rain bathing was indeed fun . believe it or not, i didn't bath after goin home. im not sick! im so healthy. hahahhahaha

friday, july 3 ;

no ngaji for me. i got my reasons. you guys will know la kn. so, went study with kat, suhaila, atikah and azurah. saw mdm fauzana and her son. haha.. CUTE!

thurs, july 2 ;

aft sch watch transformer. OMG, WATCH IT LA! 5/5 RANK I GIVE. AWESOME HELL.

ok bye.