La Belle

Sunday, June 28, 2009

long post now darls.

i gonna post about. about. see la.
mum and dad. i love them the most. im really proud to have them as my parents. they're my sunshine. they have been taking care of their childrens. 7 of them. all by their own self. we were not even send to nursery. honestly. their care, their patience. everything, i'll treasure. i've seen them cry. i know, it's hurtful to see what happened when childrens goes wild. however, they really take it calmly and solve it without any help from others. they may be irritating at times. what i meant was strict. why? tts because they love us. i love you.

nur hazimah, my oldest sister, she's the one that i can take good advices about my teenage life. coz i know, she will give good advices and she knows well coz she had gone through alot of things. from good to wild. everything. and now, she's happy with her husband and 2 kids. :D


nur bazila, my 2nd oldest sister. she's the best story teller ever. i admit she have special talents and also she's the prettiest. well, sometimes i don't understand her and sometimes i do. well, don't be too choosy. :D



muhammad amri, my one and only brother. well, although sometimes he irritates me due to his mood swings, i still love him. i understand, i know how he feels. but somehow, life doesn't mean perfect forever. i hope one day, he will find the right one. to her, hell. wasted 8 yrs. and, gone. my brother didn't talk much with us, the siblings. but when he really have his moods, his craps were crab. i know sometimes he thinks we don't understand him. but, maybe if he shares, i'll do.




nurinah, my 4th older sister. she's the best among all my sis. i can share everything with her. and i understand how she feels when sometimes, ppl don't understand her. i know she love him v. much. and i hope, its true. i know its hard to let people realise. its life. :D





nur insyirah, the 2nd youngest. well, this girl here. every crushes tt i have, i'll tell her. and, everytime she saw me cry, she will hug and consult me tho sometimes she don't know the reasons i cry. she still had alot to learn abt life. don't rush into relationships coz you are still young to know . guys are sweet talkers in this kind of age. so, dont trust fully.






nur atinah, my youngest sister, tho she is the youngest, she is the oldest to me. haha. i know, tho she always fought with her sis, insyirah, she love her. she got alot to learn.




time really fly really fast.
think back, one day, i will lose the people tt i love.
think back, people do change.
think back, the past and the future, thrs always a reason.
i realise, i really have move on.
i really miss the times.

nazree, i miss our talkings. i miss your words and your wake up call. im sorry i hurt you. im sorry i run away from my mistakes. i take you back when i want to.
hussaini, i miss our fun. i miss our outings. too bad, we were too young to think. im sorry i hurt you. and i forgive you. we were young. we don't know whats going on with our love.


rahman, im sorry i hurt you alot of times. but i just can't accept whats going on. im not into you. theres people around us. sometimes, we need to think about others. i know, theres no more relations . but somehow, i don't want to be blame. but then, now, this feelings starts to grow. idk why. i hope its not true. i need confirmation. i don't want to take the wrong steps. im sorry.

matin, im sorry if i really make your life feels awkward. i forgive you as we don't know each other well and you don't know why. although its awhile, i'll treasure the times with you. maybe one day, we'll be friends back.

all those memories, i felt like, those moments, its like a dream. god, i really appreaciate them no matter how many times they had hurt me. its a great time with them. im learning. :) .

and, yes. thrs still something missing. don't lie if your happy being single. and don't want to be att. what i meant was, yes. you do have friends and family. and, your happy. but, when the right one comes, everything is complete. and, if he / she is really the one, your fairytale will be fulfilled with moments. with your love ones. it's everyone wants to have a partner in their life. but, the times is not right.
as for me, i will be lying if i said tt im not waiting. but, im moving on and i know tt i am still young. maybe thrs a reason and somewhere, i know. thr is. and, i'll wait.

6:17 AM

Sunday, June 21, 2009

happy fathers day

20 jun ;
sab's birthday bt didnt celeb.
well, went to geyland . headed to joo chiat to tempah baju raye.
i just can't wait. then, ate.
tts it.


19 june ;


went to sis's house . visit her and her husb' and her daughters. then, talktalktalk.


then off to uncle house to visit grandma and grandpa. bring sis 1st daughter along. she wanted to follow. haha. then, off home.

















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12:01 AM

Thursday, June 18, 2009

terminator salvation
















hello sunshine and moondance.
omg.
honestly, im super duper tired right now.
well,
i just came back from cwp and vivo 1 hour ago.
so well,
watched terminator salvation.
hell,
it was so damn good!
you guys gotta watch it.
oh well,
watch it with kat and izz.
the couples.
aft watch , went to vivo.
saw faiz and faa,
went vivo together .
reach, went seperate ways.

goodnight.

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9:02 AM

Saturday, June 6, 2009

tired tired tired





























hello there earthlinks.
well, yesterday pit was a disaster.
what i meant was, a blast.
superb!
tho some parts are so called , not what i want, but overall,
GEREK GILE DOK!
especially the truth or dare part.
well, before the day the pit was taken place,
kat sleep over at my sis house with me.
kecoh.
then, the day the pit was held,
we collect the cake.
build the tent.
well, cut it short i love tt day.
dare ~
Kiki - talk to tiang lampu. HAHHAHAHHAHA.
Faa - jog with a stranger.
Kat - hold a water gun, sit in the middle of the pathway, cried.
Maicha - ask a stranger if they had seen her mum.
Sab - Sell crackers.
Khalid - walk one round ard my pit and shout -woof woof - loudly.
Jack - tell my sis tt he like me and how he can get me. this is funny as aft my sis, he need to go to my mum . hahahhahahhahaha
Ameer - ask stranger if he looks like a lamp post.
Adha - ask stranger if he looks good.
Insyi - go to the pit next to us and said to one guy tt he's handsome and run away

Tts it.
oh, they buried me. =.=
rahman, kat.
splash water on me.
sweet drinks!
ride with kat at the trolley with rahman and izz push us was a blast.
water guns with frens and then with sis was omg, tiring but fun.
its so fun laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..
ty u guys fr everything.
post the pics once i get it.

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10:49 PM

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

boring nk mampos







HEEEELLLLOOO THEREEEEEE

omg, what am i gonna post..

ok well, today, went for chem extra class.

well, while all my family members were soundly asleep, i need to go for classes.

how pathetic is tt?

so well, i have fun tho. as per usual, i , suhaila and kat texted each other at class.

well, unlimited what.

then, i and kat make noises and record it.
it goes like , 'barb barb barb'

HAHAHAHAH.

aft tt, thought of going home str as my bro said tt he wanna order mac breakfast.

however, he is still asleep at 1130 am.

how pathetic is tt?

so well, i and kat went to eat at mac'd.

aft tt, went home, wash up and help mum.
then, stay at home.

boring dok!
so well, abg asked me to do his hair.
rambot klw panjang satu hal.

and now, feeling so bored,
i watch road runner. *da jangkit kat*
and, currently chatting with fadli. bye2.
u gonna go ns soon.
be a great polis ns men!

im proud of u, :D



4:23 AM