Wednesday, October 21, 2009
UPDATING
THIS IS SOOO COOL. :D
look, HOW CUTE .haha
hey hey hey hey hey.
ok photos uploaded in no random order.
im sorry; been busy lately. ok fake. i cant use the lappy.
anw, i tried to search fr jobs.
oh, outings? i list the photos what. ok la tu
today, i went to search fr jobs. no photo.
yest, i went to lot 1 with mum and dad and small sisters.
then i do remember going out with adik to bought stuff fr ppls. no photo
and i go shopping at fareast with faa.
and i go vivo with faa to buy my remote control car. :D i know, woohoo! and later, kat came.
DONE.
next,
next,
i just dont understand.
she love you. and why do you have to be so stubborn to let her go to her ex when actually, she really love you? are you really in love with her?
next, i hope this. if you are attached, do not frgt abt your friends . thank you.
oh, i received a text msg . asking what if someone ask you this ' why do you love me'
so well, love cant be put into words right?
easy sei, just say this,
' i love you for who you are. i love you. i cant put it into words. this feeling just strikes me and it feels great. great to be in love with you. its god gift to make me fall for you. i love you. i just love you.'
:D take care.
8:37 AM
Thursday, October 15, 2009
it's over
they made tt for me. :D the cookies. hahaha
life is really short. time really went fast. we don't know someone that we love will go one day.
this is life. ppl come, ppl go. it's sad. she died 132 am in the morning. i know im not tt close with her. but somehow the impact really strike me. i thought of my mum too. i'll lose her one day.
how can i accept tt? it's life. i was so desperate wanting to go her house during raya but i was too late. i recite the yasin, i really cant take it. i know. Allah love her more. her daughter, i know shes hurt deep inside. how can she even cope? dear, i really hope you accept all this. i know you are upset but we must move on. this world is fake. sometimes we dont realise we're growing.
until one day, they're gone slowly, one by one. we all have a desire. a desire to be mature. to have someone tt you love and lead a happy life. but life doesnt seems like fairytale doesnt it?
we predict, god decide. accept everything. regrets, tts one thing in life. without regrettion, life's not interesting. life, ups and down. we fall, we stand. tts life. do we only aim for this world?
sometime we do forget about the after world dont we? we laugh , we cry. life, isnt it funny?
we think about our past, our mistake, we felt so stupid. but, its been stated. it is our life.
Ya Allah, forgive my sins. Peace my heart and mind. Lead me to the correct path. Shelter me. Love me. Love my family. Love my friends. I love them.
a quick recap about my outs.
celeb baya's birthday on monday. westcoast. really had fun.
raya with madrasah buds on tuesday. super damn kecoh.
movie with kat and met aiman and friends on thurs. they're crazy.
i hope you will be with the one tt Allah love. and heaven awaits you. Amin. :D
after visiting, i didnt went for her perkebumian. i need to go ite and i know i cant take it if i went there. ite balestier trip was fun. home, no bus. last min.
oh yea, sorry ite guys i broke your wire, HAHHA. :D
take care