Saturday, September 5, 2009
a sweet and long
i just read my adk's blog.
it hurts me tho.
i know i've been advicing her not to trust guys at this age. not to put hopes.
it's puppy love. however, she did.
absolutely, im hurt. first, she's my fucking sister.
next, suddenly the stupid memories of me and hussaini came.
i just don't understand certain peoples.
like how i dont understand my bro ex. wasted your 7 years.
i repeat, 7 years.
people tend to slowly run away from us.
then, lost contact with us.
suddenly, we know tt he or she already have tt someone.
and as time pass, you already had forgotten about them in which you dont even once try to text them.
and suddenly, one day. they call or text you. and trying to gain sympathy, share their stories.
and then, came back and contacting with you again.
and later, they're gone and came again. and it's seems like a cycle.
and i promise myself. im not gonna entertain this kind of people.
and some people, worse.
yes, people want a life partner in their life. i do. but it's the matter of time. the right time and the right one.
but some, why are you so fcking desperate?
try to gain sympathy and more. its irritating.
why does human beings tend to give hopes?
i know, false.
first time falling in love, everything was oh-so-lovely.
you use your 'the most sweet words' you have.
you try to melt her/his heart.
and as time pass, slowly, it fades.
worse,
when you and tt someone were in your loveland, going to be together but not yet.
you already give tt someone hopes, and suddenly,
you slowly walks away and found out, attached.
wow.
it's really irritating when our partner control us right?
it's ok if it is necessary. but whats with, 'no, u cant go out with ur fren'
now who the hell are you? are you even destined to marry her/him?
once given a chance, you use it in your own ways.
now,
what's with fighting every single day about the same damn thing?
keep breaking and patching up.
when you know tt he/she is not good for you why the hell are you still meeting him/her?
what's the good thing of being a player?
now i asked, why do you fall a fake love with tt someone?
are you so proud with having so many exes?
are you so proud on having sex with how many girls/guys?
where is your future?
what will your future husband or wife says?
alright.
you're married. and happy. gain child.
now where the hell is your responsibilities to raise your child?
aren't you afraid? you believe tt what goes around comes around.
now THINK.
you guys may not understand what am i trying to state. but you may get the moral somehow.
its nature. its the fact of life tt you gonna fall in love and you gonna lose tt someone one day.
get me? no matter how so loveable you both are, one day, one of them die. you lose them .
when people say its fated. it cant be all fated right? take a quick example.
you go racing,illegal racing, accident. fated? you find your own troubles don't you?
tts it. im ending it here. goodnight.
10:36 AM